
Day 17/365
Did nothing really just stayed in the house. Good day on tv though. Jersey shore, Bad girls club, pretty little liars and skins. Did a little hw. lol turned out I had none to do. But my 3 day weekend was shit. I stayed in the whole time. Oh well.
1/17/11
Spent most of my day here. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARIA! I LOVE YOU
lul even though she’ll never see this.
I had the worst nightmare ever. Omg I woke up screaming and crying.
But then I picked up a ball or s/t and turned it around and it was the dead girls head cut off. I was hella freaked out. I heard myself scream and then I woke up. I turned on my light and ran into my mom’s room. It was 5am so she was still sleep. So I went downstairs and turned all the lights on and stayed down there. Then I started crying because I was still freaked out. Fuck I was hella scared and paranoid. I was scared to go back to sleep. I’ve never had a nightmare that bad before. It doesn’t sound scary, but the shit like literally freaked me the fuck out. And I had no one to call or talk to so I was on my own. Damn i’m kinda scared to go back to sleep..
1/16/11Basically today was my relax day. And all I did was watch tv. I watched some shows on the different types of drugs because that stuff interests me. And so on..

This show did a good job of convincing me not to do anything bad. Basically it was about this program taking in kids who are at risk of going to jail. And they go on a trip to a prison to see what life is like there and what could happen to them. The purpose is mainly to scare them.
The episode I watched was about different girls who smoked weed, drank, shoplift, party, etc. And they went to chowchilla prison. Omq those girls there scared the shit out of me. Most of them looked like men. It is hella scary there. Some of the girls learn their lesson and some don’t. It’s a good show, I recommend you watch it.

Then I watched holes and freedom writers. I haven’t seen holes in a hella long time and it brought back memories. Ahh such a good movie :3
I just love watching freedom writers. Lol it never gets old no matter how many times I watch it.
1/15/11

So I went with daria so she could get her belly pierced for her birthday. The tattoo/piercing shop was hella cool. And the guy was kinda weird. But omg I loved it. It went by really fast too.
After we went to the bball game and I felt like crap. Being stupid or w/e I don’t even know. Then we walked to mcdonalds and the gas station after.
Then my mom picked me up and we got in n out :D

Pretty decent day
1/14/11Day 13/365

I made cookies :3

had hot cocoa and chips :3

And my feet look weird. I get my feet from my dad and he has flat feet. My right foot is normal but as you can tell my left foot isn’t. You can see how it’s flat. And basically what that means is that it doesn’t have that much of an arch in it. Ahh my mom said I might have to wear a brace for it :(
1/13/11Day 12/365

I wore my so called “grandma sweater” but it was warm.
Today was a productive day in p.e. We worked on different types if hitting since we had the gym to ourselves.
I couldn’t go to daria’s house after school today for some reason. So I just went to assets with charlene and angelo. I think daria’s getting tired of me coming over almost everyday. Hmmm oh well.
1/12/11Day 11/365

You don’t know how disgusted I was from seeing these. We had found these ugly annoyinq bitches in all of our rice. So we had to throw it out. Smh what a waste. Well that ruined my appetite so I didn’t finish dinner.
Lol but I was doing my hw and hella crashed.
1/11/11Day 10/365
TH3$3 B1tCh3$$ T1nK D3y H@rDDdd

I had to go to the gym with them since my mom was running late on picking me up. LOL they were gonna sneak me in. But that was a total fail el oh el.
But we walked over to bel air until I got picked up.
1/10/11